matahati

ok,forget about the emotional entry b4... skrng jam menunjukkn okul 11.31 mlm pd 30 hb 12 thun 2009. mknenyer, ade dlm 24 jam stgh utk msuk ke thun baru... mcm ta sngka thun 2009 da berlalu... huhu. besala ayt smua owng yg kte akn dgr dan bc, 'rse mcm bru smlm msuk thun 2009' haha. aku pon da na ter taip ayat tu. na ter taip je ek.. blum taip lg. ;p thun 2009.... bnyk bnda jd... bnyk mencatat kn episod2 penting dlm hdup aku... bnyk mencatatkn suke duke. tp pe yg aku bleh katakn, thun ni bukn la thun "makan hati". huhu study: thun 2009 menjd saksi(npe skema na mati ayt ko ni?) peralihan dr pelajar diploma ke dgree.. ape yg bleh aku katakan it's a tough tyme for me... mule2 pelajar akhir dip. mcm ner pressure nyer rse utk memastikan aku grad on tyme... n aku ingt lg, cume ade satu ye aku ulang lg skali dn sile baca ngn penegasan, SATU subjek calculation n yg len nyer theory... klu korng knal aku, korng akn tau betapa aku allergik sgt ngn subjek yg memerlukan aku utk...

kenapa mesti berbohong? kenapa msti berdusta? kenapa tega menyakiti hati ini? kenapa msti dia? kenapa bukn sy? kenapa tidak berterus terang? kenapa, kenapa dn kenapa? bosan!! persoalan yg ta pnh surut. *sigh*

L is for the way you look at me O is for the only one I see V is very, very extraordinary E is even more than anyone that you adore and Love is all that I can give to you Love is more than just a game for two Two in love can make it Take my heart and please don't break it Love was made for me and you L is for the way you look at me O is for the only one I see V is very, very extraordinary E is even more than anyone that you adore Love is all that I can give to you Love is more than just a game for two Two in love can make it Take my heart and please don't break it Love was made for me and you Love was made for me and you Love was made for me and you

ok fine. tjuk mmg poyo... sblm menaip td, rse mcm bnda na diluah kn. tp ble tgn da start menaip, smua nyer hilang... *sigh* sy tk tau ape perasaan sy skrng.. keliru, dengki, iri hati? and sy sndr ta psti knape sy perlu berperasaan begini.... gara2 hnyer stu berita... tu jek. n sepatut nyer sy hepy tp ntah la... okeyh. sy rse na nangis+menjerit. i need advice. tp tk tau kpd spe sy perlu pergi... smua orng bz.... smua orng ta fhm... bg smua orng, sy orng yg bebs mslh.... bg smua orng, sy adlh tmpt meluah kn rse... bg smua orng, sy adlh penyelesai mslh... bg smua orng, sy seorng yg kuat.. bg smua orng, sy seorng yg tegar... sy cube jd ape yg smua orng fkir.... tp sy hnye manusia biasa... sy juge ade mslh.... sy juge ingin meluahkn ape yg terbuku di hati... sy bukn sentiasa kuat... i still need someone to advice me.... hnye dcni,smua nyer dilepas kn.... kpd yg sudi membc, thanks.... kpd yg sudi memberi nsht, sy amat hargai anda smua... sy rse ckup la dlu wt mser ni..... sy lega walaupon ta...

sje post entry ni... na try emoticon bru ni: yea!!! jadik!!! okeyh. bye. p/s: credit utk dcni...

mcm ta sangka je thun 2009 da na smpi ke hujung.... but still azam aku ta tercapai... juz na meraser DL sekali ta tercpi... n slagi azam tu ta tercpi, slagi tu lah ia akn kekal menjad azam... harap2 utk dgree n thun 2010 ni azam aku tu akan tercpi... owh yea, dn ade tambahan azam baru... aku nak ade lesen moto n keta... haha. ta cyer kn? yea, aku mmg tkde lesen lg... slame ni aku merempit tu illegally... (hrp2 tkde jpj bc post aku ni ;p) n smpena thun bru ni jugak, aku tukar layout aku... hahahaha, pdhal sebab aku terpengaruh ngn junior aku... so, terhasil la layout bru ni... if ade kekurangn, harap maaf... n klu na komen o kritik sle2 la penuhkn komen box tu o chat box tu eh? haha... thanks.... p/s: sblm tamat 2009 akn cube utk membuat entry rngkasan utk pe yg terjd spnjng thun 2009...

*hehe.. sje na asing2 kn post. takowt kowng muak je tgk post yg pnjng berjela dipenuhi gmbr tu. part 2 bersme si dia..(poyo jek gne si dia) at secret recipe... aku sbnr nyer mmg da lme teringin na mkn kt scret recipe... tp sbb keadaan kewangn ta mengizinkn, aku pndmkn je la hasrat aku tu.. huhu.. but thanks to him akhir nyer hasrat aku tercpi gak... aku mmg tk de idea lngsung yg dia na bwk aku g sne... mule2 aku juz ingt na jalan2 je kt temerloh tu.. skali ble lalu dpn scret recipe dia trik tgn aku msuk kt ctu... gler terkejut. hehe.. makanan sy... lpe da ape nme dia. ;p mkanan si dia... yg ni sy ingt nme nyer cordon bleu chicken!! huhu muke si dia yg poyo... ;p gelas ice lemon tea sy yg kurus sprt sy... ;p dessert ku.... cdap, td sedikit muak... hehe mmberikan sy-ta-tmbam looks ;p bill yg perlu dibyr si dia... one-off expenses la ni.. ;p sy hepy... utk kedua2 hari tersebut. terima kaseh kpd family n si dia... huhu. maybe utk korng, bnda tu smua tkde pape, tp bg sy, ingatan mereka n k...

21/12/2009=21 years old.. haha, ta sngka aku da 21... mcm mude lg jek rse.. ;p 1st part kuar ngn family... mkn kt pizza jek..... huhu. tp rse bersyukur la kn. lately abh sgt2 bz... dak2 bru na msuk... sibuk hndle oc.. huhu.. so, at least he makes tyme to clebrate my bufday.. sy n mama... smntara menunggu abh pulang dr ofis. seee.. weekend pon kna keja wlaupon kejp. huhu. sy n angah.. ye,walaupon dia nmpk mcm kakak, dia sbnrnyer adik sy... ;p adik lelaki sy satu2 nyer.... kepuraan beliau didapen kamera ;p ketekunan mama membahagi2 makanan. ble smua da kekenyangn yg kedua n yg bongsu..... didalam kereta...... *sy pon tk tau pe kna mengna tjuk ngn bufday celebaration. ;p

Aku ini wanita biasa Bisa sakit luka karena cinta Dingin sepi kerap menyapa Air mata jatuh lukisan raga Kadang ku kuat setegar karang Kadang ku rapuh lemah liar merana Maafkan aku bila hasratku keliru Sulut gairah jiwamu Ku yang dosakan cinta kekasih Maafkan aku bila hasratku keliru Sulut gairah jiwamu Ku yang dosakan cinta kekasih hatiku Kekasih hatiku maafkan aku Aku wanita biasa Dingin sepi kerap menyapa Air mata jatuh lukisan raga Kadang ku kuat setegar karang Kadang ku rapuh lemah liar merana Maafkan aku bila hasratku keliru Sulut gairah jiwamu Ku yang dosakan cinta kekasih Maafkan aku bila hasratku keliru Sulut gairah jiwamu Ku yang dosakan cinta kekasih Hatiku… maafkan aku.. by: krisdayanti

a lot of things has been going on. melepak bersme kwn2 di k.l cousin khwin di s.alm vacation at cameron result kuar. tp sgt mls gler lg na updte. nant eh... ader mse, sy updte. promise!! ;p p/s: lngsung tkde kna mengena ngn tjuk.